That Girl.

I wish I was that girl
who has everything
...or at least feel like it.
for a moments time,
I want to be that girl
that never has to cry
the one who's never been told a lie.
that girl
holding on
so bold & so strong
I wish, that just for a lifetime,
she & I could switch
& I promise THIS girl, I will not miss.
rid me of her!
because that girl, with all of her perfect flaws..
the one everyone wants to see
this girl that I so desperately need to be
that girl
she's nobody...
nobody but me.
<3

Human

I am human, like all the rest of you.
I cry when I hurt; sensitive to pain.
unaccustomed to the sunshine, when all I know is rain.
but I maintain
my sanity, I've sustained.
I can complain...
but I am only human.
I get lonely & sometimes its hard to smile
a child that yearns for a mothers love
I need
I want.
I do
I don't.
Sometimes I just want to be left
I want! I am human..
I am not perfect
I cry human tears, yet I feel so strange
something out of this world
like a silly little girl...doing all she can
but sometimes she forgets
...that she's only human.