have you ever felt like you overwhelmed someone, just by being YOU? it is almost like being who you are is a bit too much for them. & then there's that conflict between who you are & who you seek acceptance from. to change, or not to change? & that's just the first question. next comes that struggle to find the most distant answers; "will this drastic change benefit me....or you?" but in the end, really it all balls down to your own perception of yourself, appreciation, & that comfort zone that enables your self esteem & strength to accept who you are. when you've struggled with SELF acceptance for as long as most of us in the world have, it hurts a little to have to question that on a count of someone else...
now I havent been 100% sure of myself all the time, but the one fact I can never place doubt on, is that I cant think of anything else that overrides the fact that I'm comfortable as fuck with who I am....no matter who it doesn't satisfy or please,
& even if no one else EVER finds comfort in that...
I always will.
