ALIVE.

Everyone around me seems so alive. While I am suffocating; I cannot breathe. I do not believe that nobody hears my cries. “I exist, I too am alive!” with a strong desire to BELIEVE in destiny, forgive those who have left me, embrace thy serenity. For what I cannot change here is not to blame. I am guilty of the most heinous crime that only I could conjure up inside my mind. Walking through the dark; blind. Repeating to myself “everything will be fine”. Masking treacherous pains behind a plastic smile, no one else knows that to myself, I’m lying, crying. All at the same time dying. A slow death. Here, I am no longer alive.