Before & After

Before I couldn't even listen to a love song
every song felt so long
reminscing on a love gone wrong
the sight of it was beautiful
a feeling I was proud to ever know
an emotion so tender like the first break of snow
on a winter day
Before..
I was scared to ever feel that way
moment after moment
never going away
something emebedded in my heart
from the start-to finish
when feelings diminished
even after love
my heart was still in it
Before & after love...
my heart was in training from the beginning.