3/4/11

here forever, but really, don’t need to be together. Whatever. It is by far,the most clever thing I’ve conjured up in my mind, plenty of times. A beautiful lie. Standing directly in the line of an enormous fire. Had it all and nothing. but my good faith & trusting. If conversed agreements and essential statements are a must, then how could ‘I love you’ transition into lust. Could this be us? So rushed. Yet untouched. Negligent behavior pulls my strings. But I told my master, I can’t handle these things. These feelings. These dreams. I wake up screaming. & still he can’t hear me.