Jaded Images.

There once was a time when all I could do was replay painful memories… &just cry.
But as I sit &reflect on those who have hurt me, I find it difficult to remember most detail
&now that I find myself back at this familiar place, I find only comfort in the idea that one day soon this will be just another jaded memory like all the rest.
An image to add to a collage of disappointment
One step closer in my journey of self-fulfillment
I envision myself possessive of limitless confidence &the strength to do anything.
Never breaking hearts but only barriers with my thoughts.
I aim to satisfy no one man who cannot fully understand what it means to satisfy me…a Queen
Royalty in every sense of a woman but none of material needs.
He will be my king &his throne will stay firm. He will be genuine & I empathetic in return.
Someday I will sacrifice my womb, but only for a man
A man who fully understands that our opinions may not always be the same
One who chooses not to remain oblivious of his match but will make sacrifices to keep something so precious in tact
Respect & honesty will be his foundation & he would be one of god’s most beautiful creations.
I will not pursue a search of such a man, but I do indeed pray
That the day that I do find him..
He’ll never fade away.