Untitled.

There is sadness in my eyes, but no tears.
There's pain in my heart, still there is nothing that I fear.
There's hapiness in my mind, though I find it hard to smile.
So much love in my soul; enough passion to stretch miles.
I can write until my fingers bleed & still have words left to share.
You could throw me down in this very dirt where I stand & still, for you, I'll care.
I can cry my eyes shut & still have tears to spare.
Because no matter how polluted, I still breathe your air.
The most intelligent of us will still follow our hearts before our minds.
So I wonder is it unhealthy to cry, because I want to all the time?
Not because I've been hurt, but because I somehow lost what I'm sure was mine.
My sanity.
Faith in anything good.
Trust.
Unbelieving in myself when security was a must.
How can the silence between us be so loud?
confused to see a fool strutting the pavement so proud.
When did wrong become right?
darkness become light?
been a pawn for to long, ready to give up this fight.
playing strong for so long
ready to break down & cry
not looking at you
but lifting my head to the sky
you see this act is not weakness
but every fighter meets his match
so you can call this one a loss for me
but know one thing, I'm coming back.