It's like a dream. You meet someone & something inside you says: I have to have them... You connect immediately & it's like nothing else in the world matters. Everything you learn makes them so much more interesting & unique than the last. Spending every moment together, forgetting all about the past. Enjoying each other’s company; it’s perfect.
But suddenly things change..
Comfort has reached its peak & things just aren’t the same. The lines of communication have become so distant, they’re almost non-existent. The conversation has died.
Frustration.
Deceit.
Lies.
The first sign of trouble makes you reconsider & question all the feelings you had. You begin to wonder if all the things that once gave you butterflies & made you smile were even authentic.
& just when you thought things would be different, you begin the phase of reflection. So many similarities yet everything’s so different. Never knowing the right move to make, you find yourself back in a familiar place & all you know is the same method of madness used in the past.
Distance.
The silence becomes so unbearable that you scream, yell & curse hoping to be heard & still no progress. The fuel from your words ignites the fire between you, only it’s not one of passion but an angry flame that burns each time you mention their name. Faith in something even remotely real extinguishes the desire for revenge only to be disappointed by the reality of it all…
It was all just a dream.
A reoccurring nightmare & you still haven’t woken up..
Open your eyes.
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