Chemical Imbalance.

"a wise man said "don't argue with fools, because from a distance you can't tell whose who..."

Its been awhile now. & the conversations still the same. I feel like a child right now. frustrated because this could be real simple, yet we're still on the same page. Been sitting in this same spot for a minute now. & we still won't progress. why? because your story; what you say, it lacks finess. it lacks sincerity. it lacks meaning. but most importantly, it lacks what I know is the real you. We're at a standstill because I still don't feel you. I can't know you. the only thing I understand is that you don't fully understand the meaning. what it means to do what you express verbally. sometimes words just aren't enough. do we really need to discuss trust and why it lacks between us? communication is a must. speak to me with your heart. better yet whisper to me your secrets using only your soul. & I'll respond with my mind. Falling in love with your smile. but it speaks for a lie.

I digress.
Our chemistry's imbalanced.
simply because what we preach, we don't practice.
only a foolish man could be faced with something so precious & still not have the wisdom to actually respect it. I can't stress it... I guess everyone learns at their own pace. but I can only hope that when you figure it out, it won't be too late. I already know what I have, & I'm not really tryna lose it. but I can't move at your pace, its confusing. I'm moving, I'm crusing. If you get left behind, I sure hope you know what you're doing.

"I'm loving & I'm living, but I'm living to love." <3